Into the wild ...

by Roman aka jar

posted by roman, jarhead, kong

I have arrived home again.
Home - a simple word with just 4 letters but with so much meaning.
Meaning from deep inside the chest, every breath is home at home,
you can even feel it in your bones.

After the painting class in Graz I did spent some days in Graz at Robert's -
I am lucky to have this second home in Austria so I want to thank everyone
of my friends for such great days.

I am starting my casual workflow again today and got many task to fullfill.
Many emails, many things to do - doing them all step by step -
home :)

INTO THE WILD
I did not yet know about that movie.
Robert made me watch it and whatever you might think of Christopher McCandless there is a deeper truth in this movie. I really fell in love with this and the movie recieved a place in my all time favourites, in fact I would recommand it to you if you not lready saw it. I somehow got stuck to the lyrics of this song:




From Into The Wild
Lyrics Eddie Vedder - Society


It's a mystery to me
we have a greed
with which we have agreed

You think you have to want
more than you need
until you have it all you won't be free

Society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me

When you want more than you have
you think you need
and when you think more than you want
your thoughts begin to bleed

I think I need to find a bigger place
'cos when you have more than you think
you need more space

Society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
Society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me

There's those thinking more or less less is more
but if less is more how you're keeping score?
Means for every point you make
your level drops
kinda like it's starting from the top
you can't do that...

Society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
Society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me

Society, have mercy on me
I hope you're not angry if I disagree
Society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me


Sometimes I feel that I am not really a part of this so called society, I mean c'mon I try to live my life from painting miniatures which a) isn't easy but b) is just amazing and makes me happy in a way that only something called "home" could nearly reach. Isn't it right that if your job feels home you are doing the right thing, even those ups and downs, which are a normal thing in a daily job. I always find it interesting to see other people - for example on a 7 hour train ride like yesterday - listen to their chats, their priorities, sometimes their frustration, sometimes their happiness ... I really love this as I always learn something about myself by doing so ...

Whatever :D
- Kong Fu hoorraayyy!!

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