Checking out the Secret Weapon Wire and ammunition shells on the "Protector of Stalingrad":
I have been asked "How am I?" and a deep growling out of the Kong Fu cave was heard:Mmh, most days start just like this wonderful video (thanks for showing to Raffa!!!!) and i wait to dance with my muse while the world spins round and round, then i find her, then we dance, then my normal life is back, my lady, my friends, then my muse dances with me again, day in day out - the video fits perfectly to how i am these days.
My parents split after 33 years of marriage 2 weeks ago, as my mum is still some kind of mentally ill, she found a new love and i hope she will be happy, my dad is tearing himself apart because of love and missing her, my sister seems to have relationship problems, she had some boyfriends, most of them turned out to be big arses or maybe it was her envy and mind fuck games she is playing all the time? - who knows, but i only can lent everyone of those i love my shoulder to cry or rest on, there are not much words to say when the words are already spoken before told. My girlfriend and my muse always help me to keep that weight up to my shoulders growing strong like wings as higher it gets, not letting this weight sink deeper into my soul to reach my heart and to make me feel like a stone under water
- That is how i am - fine and happy of being alive and free to be what i am. Angry about the hard rules my girlfriend (Anna btw) explores everyday of being a teacher in Germany schools. It's more like a boot camp with the pupils and the government makes evil rules to ruin the day of every teacher out there - she comes home and not much power and happiness is often left, not much freedom, not much love for the simple things... i can't understand that anyhow as i am still breaking off from becoming a teacher in germany and have no actual practical experience at it... I hope i can be a centre of silence and patience to those around me, friends, family and those who suffer in anger, agony or heartpain. I just try to be who i am, full of honest chats with them and in the end i hope they'll find their place to rest inside themselves - How are you?
great post, it's sometimes hard to see positive in life, but it's pretty easy to see you're one of those special being that can do that everyday.
ReplyDeleteReally nice post, some food for thought there. My wife spent the last year teaching in a Polish high school and it seems that her experience was similar to your girlfriend's. I encouraged her to seek other options and she got a job in the bank. In her case it was just a year that she had to survive before she could do a job that's much more suitable for her.
ReplyDeleteI always enjoy reading your posts/seeing your pics as they're full of positive energy. Keep up the great work!
Cheers,
Viruk
I'll answer with a quote:
ReplyDelete"I am truly humbled by all of your comments. I did not anticipate such a response. Sometimes, as artists, we create things just because we have to in order satisfy some unknown motivation. Some urge that doesn't go away until we create something that derived by an emotional inspiration. And we do it not knowing or even caring if it's going to be accepted by others. But when it does receive a broad acceptance from peers and the general public, it's very sweet. Thank you all again for your comments. I read every one of them with absolute respect." Ryan J Woodward, creator of "Thought of you"
I won't name me artist at all, but sometimes i just have to do things from emotional inspiration - that is what i am, just a human and emotions are found in anyone of us :)
Big Thanks and Respect for your comments - i thought about that this might be to personal, but hey c'mon the jungle grew and it is a place where i enjoy the sun that warms the place ... thanks again @Viruk and Enkiel
ReplyDeleteHey Roman,
ReplyDeletesounds as if everything around you goes wrong somehow.
I wish you the strength to really deal with it as positive as it sounds in your post.
Keep your head high, everything will somehow change to the positive again.
Greetings to Anna and your mom
Günni
It seems as I have to write you a letter...
ReplyDeleteJust belive in the force of Fu - Rooted on the ground with the feet, levitating in the air with the head.