There is something happening inside me, i am going down again while being the "Ask me - i'll always answer- Guy"... there comes resistance from my soul again. I had these moments before - i know myself is a person that tries to help where it can but these days i have to stop again and calm down as my email paranoia strikes deep and i am not really a good help to anyone if i don't do it from the heart - these days i want to say sorry to everyone who did get no response from me or failed in reaching me... all that can help me now is love, sweet love and i am on track again after searching for her smell in her clothes... sweet love i miss you :)
So what? I need vacation of the internet, really hard. It destroys me these days while i have many things on my mind - i've tried to run and hide but there was no getting far if miniature painting is your work and you need the internet for your daily job. It is often only a feeling like i could do this and that for the Jungle or i got to answer these emails but i have no energy left. Sure my job is painting miniatures, not helping the whole world, noboby pays me for this task, but i'll try to do the best i can - no offense to anyone - Ough, i am off for a while, really... i can't go much further - sorry to those who got answers these days but big Kong is taking some serious weeks off the blog and i am also slowing down my inet activity. I got to call my parents more often. Oh dear i am getting old and i have realized that i did not went into vacations for too many years now, only vacations have taken place at some friends who are related to miniatures, about 3 years now without a miniature break inside my brain... ouchy!
I did think about answering all the emails and private messages flying around in my mailboxes but i can't. I just can't - i need a break. This is not meant as any offence against those who did write me their thoughts and which i would love to help out with a few words, but i just can't - no power left... drrriiizzz, batteries are at a critical state... drriizzz... some weeks standby... drriiizzz ... no idea when i again can answer all your questions - the main problem is that typing words and thoughts into the internet costs a lot of time and who has time today? Be sure that there is no evil intension behind these steps... i will follow my only rule i've made for myself for MASSIVE VOODOO - i just write when my heart is with me and it is not these days when i feel i have to answer tons of mails...
Read you again when my mind relaxes on the shore, i'll take my time, so far keep on happy painting!
Regards
Roman
Enjoy your break Roman! I hope you take the time to have some fun, and recharge.
ReplyDeleteHey man! Take yourself a break! Everyone gets burned out from time to time - it's important to recognize when you need a break so you can stay healthy. Have a good one!
ReplyDeleteHi Roman, take a break and hear these kind of music you also let us have on Massive Voodoo. Do these things what you want to do! We are waiting as long as you need to have enough power to be back! This is the Jungle! Sometimes it will take a while to find out!
ReplyDeleteBest regards
@Daddy Cool
Take your time, buddy...
ReplyDeleteTake a timeout and learn to say "no". Helping everybody else, although very noble, sometimes can make one sick. Just do, what you think is good for yourself for some time. See you soon, when your batteries are loaded again, my friend! ;)
ReplyDeleteThe miniature painting world is all about creativity and having time to think about your figs...good for you on taking a break to get this back and empty your mind.
ReplyDeleteTake care!
Thanks a lot for your nice words, brush comrads. After i did write this i already felt joy coming back after going for this break. I have to change some things before i wii pick it up again... i am feeling sorry that i can't help at the moment to those who already wrote and asked, but i guess it'll help everyone in here when i keep the track of fun in here before i might stop it because i only think it is work - the jungle is a mixture of both to me but i lost fun lately so it is time to change something... always keep that in mind - if you are not happy with a situtaion or a fact, try to change it, nothing else helps...
ReplyDeleteHey Roman,
ReplyDeletetake some time for yourself, doing things that make you happy. No one can help or change the world alone, and those who are trying to, can`t do that all time.
Sooner or later everyone needs a brake.
In some cases, to talk or write about that even helps to serve the problem. If not, try to do your own thing for a time until the love returns into the jungle and your heart. And for a couple of days, try to thing less and have more fun in terms of "Kurzweil".
Of course we all are begging for more content, more help, more.. well just more Jarhead and co.
But hey, I think we are all patient, educated and man (Ape? Haha) enough to wait until you´re feeling better. ;-)
now go out and munch some good banana ;)
regards
Solmar
To all Banana lovers,
ReplyDeleteI think you also can send your questions to the other apes, which you see on the top of the homepage. A possibility, that helps to reduce the work of Roman. All the others know a lot of a way out of the Deep Painting Jungle!!
Test it!
Regards @Daddy Cool